Sørine & Livskraften
Sørine & Livskraften

Viktor Fischer

February 15, 2024

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In 2023, former Danish football star Viktor Fischer wrote a letter to host Sørine Godfredsen, thanking her for her podcast and explaining how he had used the conversations to reflect on his own life during long trips. That letter led to this rare interview—Fischer’s first media appearance since retiring from professional football. The conversation traces his journey from a dreamy, football-obsessed boy in Aarhus to a world-class talent at Ajax Amsterdam, through the crushing internal crisis that ended his career, and into his current attempt to learn who he is without the sport that defined him.

The Fragile Self-Worth of a Prodigy

Fischer was placed on the "Golden Boy" list of the world’s top football talents under 20—a title previously won by Lionel Messi. By 19, he was scoring against PSV Eindhoven and feeling like “the main attraction” at FC Copenhagen. But he describes an extreme internal pendulum: “I could see myself as an emperor one week and then as an absolute zero the week after when I had played a bad game.” The poles were so close that a single match could flip his entire identity. “Success has always been very much connected to my personality,” he says. “I haven’t really learned to distinguish the two things.”

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What you'll learn

  • 1 (00:00) **Opening & Letter That Started It All** - Viktor Fischer explains why he wrote a fan letter to Sørine and why this podcast is his first media appearance since retiring from football.
  • 2 (05:17) **The Dreamy Boy in the Sandbox** - Viktor describes his childhood self: an anarchic, dreamy boy who lived in fantasy worlds that felt achievable.
  • 3 (09:03) **Talent, Identity, and the Status Pyramid** - How early success shaped his self-worth and created a fragile identity tied to performance.
  • 4 (13:10) **The Golden Boy Phase: Flying High, Crashing Low** - At Ajax, being on the Golden Boy list and scoring against PSV Eindhoven.
  • 5 (17:30) **Who He Trusted (and Over-trusted)** - His inner circle: father, brother, girlfriend, and eventually too many agents.
  • 6 (22:00) **The 15-Year Negotiation with Himself** - Weekly thoughts of quitting, panic attacks in the toilet, wanting to bang his head against the wall.
  • 7 (25:24) **Coping Mechanisms: Sugar, Fat, and Mania** - How he moved his feelings into material things and food rather than into people.

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I efteråret 2023 modtog Sørine et brev fra en ung mand. I brevet beskrev han fint, hvordan han stod ved en skillevej efter et liv præget af at leve i polerne mellem lykke og ulykke. Den unge mand hedder Viktor Fischer. For første gang siden han stoppede sin karriere, fortæller den 29 årige tidligere fodboldspiller åbenhjertigt om kærligheden og kvalerne ved at have viet sit liv så intens til en sport, der endte med tage så hårdt på ham, at han i en periode måtte tage anti-depressiv medicin. Og så fortæller han om at stå et sted i livet, hvor man skal genopfinde meningen med tilværelsen, når det talent, der har båret en så langt, pludseligt ikke længere har værdi.

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