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5 min readChristoffer Guldbrandsen, a documentary filmmaker known for his fly-on-the-wall portraits of powerful figures, suffered a sudden cardiac arrest while running on a treadmill in February 2020. A heart surgeon happened to be training at the same fitness center and saved his life. In this conversation with host Sørine, Guldbrandsen describes the aftermath of that event with striking ambivalence: he remains skeptical of the diagnosis, did not experience a magical transformation, and is still processing what it means to have been dead for minutes and then brought back.
The gap between the event and the feeling
The central tension in Guldbrandsen's account is that he could not — and to some extent still cannot — emotionally accept what happened. When the paramedics told him he had a blood clot in his heart, he was "absolutely not concerned, because I was absolutely sure I didn't have a blood clot in my heart." Even after a double bypass surgery and complications that left him on a respirator, he remained unconvinced. He later requested his medical reports and had them reviewed by a cardiologist. "All data supports the doctors' diagnosis," he admits, but the disconnect persists: "What was difficult for me in that situation was that I couldn't feel it at all."
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What you'll learn
- 1 (00:20) **Opening & Prejudice** - Host Sørine introduces her guest, documentary filmmaker Christoffer Guldbrandsen, and presents her written prejudice: that he enjoys exposing powerful people but lacks interest in who they really are.
- 2 (04:26) **Upbringing & Identity** - Guldbrandsen describes growing up in a privileged, conservative Copenhagen home with a commercially-driven family and a father who was a photographer.
- 3 (07:45) **The Grundtvigian Influence** - He elaborates on the school’s daily rituals (morning songs, Bible history) and how they shaped him, despite later fatigue with Grundtvig.
- 4 (14:50) **The Heart Attack** - While training on a treadmill before a trip to the US, Guldbrandsen collapses from a heart attack and is clinically dead for minutes.
- 5 (17:25) **Denial and Disbelief** - He cannot accept that his heart stopped, because he feels fine physically and cognitively (except forgetting his wife’s phone number).
- 6 (20:45) **The Near-Death Experience** - He describes a “meditative, deep, deep calm” during the minutes he was gone, and “nothing to fear.”
- 7 (29:09) **Loneliness in Death** - The recognition that “you die completely alone” is a condition that requires no performance, and that acceptance is calming.
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Show Notes
Den 20. februar 2020 stopper Christoffer Guldbrandsens hjerte med at slå. I tre minutter ligger han livsløs på betongulvet i et fitnesscenter på Østerbro i København. 49 år gammel og på ingen måde klar til at dø. Den nu 53-årige dokumentarist fortæller i dagens afsnit om sin oplevelse med bogstaveligt talt at få livets kræfter tilbage, og de tanker der på godt og ondt trænger sig på, når man konfronteres med sin egen død. Både i øjeblikket hvor livet forsvinder ud af en og i tiden efter.
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