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5 min readThe Hunt for John List (Part 1)
On a December night in 1971, two police officers climbed through an open basement window into a dark, freezing mansion on Hillside Avenue in Westfield, New Jersey. Church music was playing over the intercom. Most of the lights had burned out after weeks of being left on. In the ballroom, they found five bodies, each wrapped in a sleeping bag with a cloth placed over the face. The killer had left a letter for his pastor explaining that he murdered his entire family to spare them the shame of poverty. But the letter was a lie, and the man who wrote it had vanished with a 28-day head start.
The Family That Kept to Themselves
When John and Helen List moved their family into the 19-room mansion in 1965, the neighborhood was close-knit and friendly. Neighbors held block parties, bowled together, and looked out for one another. The Lists were the opposite. When a neighbor stopped by with a welcome pie, John opened the door and said, "We're not friendly people and we don't like to get involved with neighbors socially." The neighbors tried anyway, hosting a welcome party that the Lists attended once and never again.
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- 1 The Hunt for John List (Part 1) — Morbid
- 2 (03:00) **Episode Introduction** - Ash and Alina announce Alina's book release and introduce the John List case
- 3 (04:43) **The List Family's Arrival in Westfield** - The family moves into a 19-room mansion on Hillside Avenue in 1965 and immediately alienates neighbors
- 4 (07:08) **The Isolated List Children** - Patricia, John Jr., and Frederick had minimal social lives and were forbidden from discussing family matters
- 5 (09:09) **Two Sides of John List** - The devout churchgoer was a stark contrast to the hostile neighbor, revealing a disturbed and contradictory personality
- 6 (12:14) **The First Signs of Trouble** - Neighbors notice the List house lights are on at all hours, and one neighbor's son makes a chilling joke
- 7 (14:36) **Patty's Disturbing Confession** - Patty's drama teacher becomes alarmed after she says her father is going to murder the family
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Show Notes
In early December 1971, after a month of watching the lightbulbs in the List house slowly burn out one after another, neighbors finally became concerned about the List family and called the Westfield, NJ police to report their suspicions. Acting on the calls, officers arrived at house on the morning of December 7 to perform a wellbeing check, and when no one answered the door, they managed to gain access to the house through a basement window.
When they reached the first floor, the officers found the bodies of the List family—including the couple’s three children—dead from gunshot wounds to the head they’d suffered a month earlier. Noticeably absent from the remains in the house were those of the family patriarch, John List. In his office, investigators discovered a letter List had written to the pastor of his local church, in which he claimed to have murdered his family in order to spare them the pain of living in a world he believed had become corrupt and morally bankrupt.
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Hampton, Pat. 1980. "After 9 years, John List still a suspect-and still a mystery." The Courier-News (Bridgewater, NJ), December 6: 5.
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