Marley's Faith Crisis Pulled Her Away from the Church....and Why She Decided to Stay

August 23, 2026

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When a Sacred Grove Experience Met a Pandemic Faith Crisis

Marley was 17 years old, sitting alone in the Sacred Grove in Palmyra, New York, when she had the kind of spiritual experience she still calls the most powerful of her life. She had just received devastating news about a family member's arrest for drug use and loss of career. She was embarrassed, heartbroken, and alone among peers she assumed came from families where "that kind of stuff doesn't happen." She opened her scriptures to Joseph Smith's own account of his first vision and began to read. "I felt a lightness from this sad thing that I was feeling," she recalls. "My whole body felt like it was on fire." She wrote in her journal afterward: "I have no doubt in my mind that God loves me. I know that Joseph Smith was a prophet of God."

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1 (04:04) **Marley's Background and Context** - Marley introduces herself: lives in Cache Valley, Utah, married with 2.9 kids (one due soon), background in biology, quit work to stay home.
2 (06:10) **Childhood: Inactive Family, Early Spiritual Pull** - Marley describes growing up with an atheist father and inactive mother, moving around Utah, and her mom's pragmatic approach to church attendance.
3 (09:55) **Trauma from Family Addiction** - Marley recounts childhood experiences with loved ones whose addictions created unsafe situations, like being driven to buy drugs or needing to call for help.
4 (10:48) **High School: Anxiety, Depression, and Seminary as an Anchor** - Marley describes severe anxiety and depression as a junior, feeling like her backpack would drag her into the ground, crying in her catcher's mask during softball.
5 (13:07) **Senior Year: Church History Tour and Sacred Grove Experience** - Marley's mom paid for her to go on a church history tour despite financial strain, and Marley approached it skeptically, wanting to settle her questions about Joseph Smith.
6 (20:23) **The Testimony That Lasted** - Marley reflects that this spiritual experience was unique and undeniable; she had read the passage 13 times before without such a reaction.
7 (22:27) **College and Mission: Learning to Be Active** - Marley went to SUU, got her degree in biology, learned to attend church regularly, and studied the Book of Mormon deeply for the first time.

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Show Notes

" The answer to every question or concern that anybody ever has is that it will all be okay because of the atonement of Jesus Christ. That is what it's for. That is why they say the first principle of the gospel is faith in the Lord Jesus Christ. It is real life. It's not just something that we tell Primary kids because it's cute, and we turned it into a cute little story and song. It is real. Start there. I came to really love my Savior, and He came to really help me."

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